* bye

Losing Touching Searching (by The Appleseed Cast)

There’s no sign; there’s no chance we’ll get there on time. We couldn’t find the place that night. We were lost and stuck together. We were lost with ourselves, and we were lost with each other. Where’s this place we need to be? Where’s this place we need to see? There’s no sign; there’s no chance we’ll get there on time. If we could have found another place, to see ourselves and crack the code we could have made it then you know, but there’s no signs on that road. Caught in this place we know, with no signs of letting go, you’re heart is just another road, another place that I can’t go, so we sit and contemplate, the world’s become a big mistake, and here we are in the middle, trying to work out this riddle.

* what's simple is perfect

one day i woke up, took my car, drove some miles, went into the water, and discovered the reason why.. what's simple is perfect, and it's closer than i thought

* i'd like to stay that way

(I) I’m not as tall as you / But I can reach the same sky / I’m not as beautiful as her / But I’ve got a bigger smile on my face / I’m not as fast as you / But I can also forget and start again / I’m not as cool as them / But I can feel a truthly caress / And you? / (II) I’m hopefull and faithfull / I’m crazy and happy / I can be stubborn and hated / But I’m sensitive, and I’d like to stay that way / (III) I’m not as extrovert as you / But I can be the foolest / I’m not as impressive as her / But I can move you / I’m not as wanted as you / But I can be missed..

* Me

(I) / I once was blonde / now I just dye / I have my granddaddy’s nose / my mother’s smile / I have white teeth / and brown eyes / I don’t know how to play anything / but I like to play guitar and piano / I also like to sing / but I can only sing some songs / I used to get sick a lot / I like blue color / sometimes I also like green and yellow / I’ve owned fake ID / but my hair is still blonde / and my teeth are still white / and I probably won’t always like blue / (II) / I have firm breasts / I have lips that always smile / I have veins that bleed / I laugh when I’m nervous / I feel the pain of others / but cry for no reason / I don’t like selfish people / I’m from Barcelona / but I like cold / and I love mountains / specially when they’re snowed /  I’ve cheated on diets / I’ve faked applications / but I still bleed / and my lips still smile / and my breasts won’t / always be firm / (III) / I have strong legs and shoulders / I have sensitive skin / I like to run fast when I’m about to explote / and scream / but I can’t / and so I just cry / I have not long nails / which break regulary / I like to write since I was twelve / I like country music / I brush my hair once in a day / I cheated on tests / I don’t like spicy food / but my nails still break / and I probably won’t always have / strong legs and shoulders / and I may not always write / but that’s life.

* my world

 

My world.. /as I imagine it, it’s just a little place / sometimes it’s black, sometimes it’s grey / but mostly is light blue. / In my world / I feel well protected from pain, /  sometimes it isn’t enough and I cry / but mostly I smile. / In this world / I can do things better although they’re not / Sometimes is right, sometimes is not / but mostly I face it. / In my world / I’m always friend’s rounded, / but sometimes I’m still feeling alone / but mostly it’s ok. / I have a world / where I hide many damn feelings.. / fear, insecurity, happyness, selfish and hate / but mostly I don’t need them. / This is my world, / I like to think about it sometimes / because I think I’m special and I’ve got it / and most people don’t. / In my world, / I don’t feel so small and fragile / I can fight and I can stand up as I feel warm / and I don’t want to move. / In my head, / I’ve made up this world, but it’s mine / and in fact, I don’t care what people think / I just close my eyes and I feel save.  

* nelle